We hugged each other and slowly I began to feel very comfortable in their company. Anyway I looked forward to our get together, although I did not think we had much in common.Įntering the bar that evening, I was greeted by both men. I kind of remember that both guys were very masculine and attractive. I was curious about meeting up with Matt and Todd. In fact I have been told that I am attractive in a feminine way, being slight of build. I do not consider myself gay and I find women attractive but I am also a very shy person which is probably the reason that I am a loner. I should let you know that I was unsure of my sexuality. Since I did not have any plans for the immediate future, I accepted their invitation and agreed to join them that evening. I received a phone call from Matt asking if I would like to join him and Todd for a drink at a local bar. We weren't close friends but I do remember some good times we had experienced together. After college, I hooked up with a few casual friends from my university days. This will be explained later in the story. You must be curious as to the word 'was'.